Saturday, March 19, 2016

NaPoWriMo 2016 - April is National POETry Month

as i did last year, i plan to write a poem a day for this year's national poetry month (it's national poetry month in both canada and the united states), or NaPoWriMo. over the past year, i have managed to write approximately 50 poems, and trust that this april will inspire and challenge me to generate another 30.

in canada, they have chosen a theme as a prompt: the road. you might choose to celebrate the roads we travel, the roads we wish to travel, the roads we’ve found and made and cherished. you might want to write bout the roads that brought you to poetry, the roads most important to your literary journey, or the roads in your future, in our future, in the future of poetry in Canada.

next month will be an opportunity to gather and corral all the various phrases and lines that have yet to find a home and see if i can build something with them.

perhaps you might do the same.

what say you?

will you join me? 

(NPM Canada)
(NPM United States)

Tuesday, March 1, 2016

starting verses

my poems are getting shorter. everything is more measured now.


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this is the moment promises are made lightly and i hide from view.


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some words were exchanged and emotions hard bartered for scraps of meaning.


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i asked you to come home and spend whatever time was required to make your way clear.


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lay down your burden at your enemy’s feet and find yourself alight.


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you are mostly empty space and light traversing the gap between hearts.


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then come take my hand and eat the words i lift to your lips with longing.


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the only thing known to shift story from whispers to a memory.


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this and this and this longing and desire for joy - a settled embrace.


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walking the slow path, i stop to smell a flower – a reminder of you.


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the way to carve space is to assign it new names and set it loosely.


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i only wanted this – this thing i now desire – this unending joy.


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your mouth, delicate, as it tastes this sweet nothing rotten at its core.


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the way a shell breaks and light enters like a thief, each desperate thought.


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and then the flag raised and trumpets sounding the depths as we brace ourselves.


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my feet stand ready at a moment’s notice, fast – i will own this ground.


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the earth will own me, will claim my songs as ransom, a verse to all change.


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my face set like flint against or towards mountains and valleys and seas.


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until our bodies press next to time and flesh weakens, spirit and blood rise.


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again the promise to have and to hold and to never walk away.


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again the path, again the light and sound of drumming, echoing the bones.


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and thus I am known, and perhaps rejected, and perhaps too, embraced.

Saturday, February 6, 2016

ni wapataenan (we see)

from february 7 until march 5, a 30' by 30' installation will open on the green space at 92nd street and 118th Ave. a bare tipi frame will be encircled by a a double spiral of bare tree trunks. upon those trunks, 40 red dresses will be hung, each representing dozens of missing and murdered Indigenous women.

i am honoured to be participating in this project, which involves the collaborative efforts of more than a dozen writers, artists and community members. this is the poem i contributed.

you can find out more here.

we see

I
i am a ghost
i walk the circle of ghosts

i want to take your hand
and walk with you

i want to sit and hear the stories
suspend my doubt

so much stolen
so much lost

this one was carefree
this one was determined

this one was a dancer
this one was a full of hope

this one was strong
this one was

this one was brave
and so we must all be brave

so we must all find a way
to connect presence

and ghosts
and ghosts

this is a witness
a great cloud of witnesses

who will sing the songs now?
who will speak the words?

someone is always asking about you
my answers are always thin

i do not know how to miss you

II
i remember my father working for the Department of Indian and Northern Affairs. i remember moving north. leaving my home. entering another’s. i remember Yellowknife. Grouard. High Prairie. Meadow Lake. Dorintosh. i remember the reserves. Kapawe'no. Sucker Creek. Driftpile. Makwa Sahgaiehcan. Flying Dust. Waterhen. Green Lake. i remember the names.

i remember being at the arcade and a small gang threatening my brother. i remember racing on my bike while rocks and bicycle chains were thrown at me. i remember kissing a girl in a back room while my father preached. i remember who was at the parties and who wasn’t. i remember who was an angry drunk. i remember who was everyone’s friend. I remember not knowing. i remember learning the bad words.

was i innocent then? merely naïve? i knew nothing about the land and how we might or might not belong to it. i knew nothing about the wounds of the past and how they become chains or anchors. i knew nothing about loss. i knew nothing about ghosts and what haunts us generation after generation. i knew nothing of nations within nations.

do i know any better now? what debt do i owe my ancestors and yours? how do i walk with you in this pain, and in all our healing? how do we share the stories? what words can i say, and do words say anything? what can this moniyaw do? will you believe me if i tell you this breaks my heart? will you believe me? how does the healing start? is this small gesture enough of a beginning?

i’m learning, and have still so much to learn.

III
teach me how to miss you
teach me which words to speak

teach me about stories
and circles and ghosts

the ghosts have faces
they remain our witnesses

teach me how to remember the names
i’m trying to listen

Wednesday, January 6, 2016

our fathers by joyce sutphen

Our fathers, who lived all their lives on earth—
are going now. They have given us all
we need, and when we asked, they gave us more.

Their names are beautiful to us, holy
as the names of stars, as familiar
as the roads we traveled, falling asleep

on the way from one farm to another.
Their kingdoms were small; they were never
interested in more than one homestead,

and as for evil: although they could not
keep it from, us, they tried to keep us from
temptation, though we were like all children

and wanted our own power and glory,
world without end, forever and amen.

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