Monday, April 8, 2019

quietly

today could be a day of celebration.
or, that day could still be weeks away.
the problem is what to celebrate:
the slow greening of grass and trees,
the incremental  lengthening of days, and
the big, blue expanse of sky;
awakening to each new day,
the softness of skin after a long bath,
the way your lover dances late at night.

there’s a trick i’m learning to do:
to turn my mind to embrace hope,
to whisper words of life over you,
to find some way to speak of destiny
and walk towards the horizon.
birds fill the evening sky, descend
into the weave of branches
as night approaches, the song rises
into the air, rising and falling,
a murmuration of joy, a wildness
poorly and quietly expressed,
gathered to the chest, like a breath
drawn in gently before reading a poem.

Sunday, April 7, 2019

to rest

on this side of the day
there are only sighs

the weight of tomorrow
all it holds

promises with soft skin
fear and the stiff spine

how to hold the whisper
of eternity in the hand

which way to turn
as day becomes night

becomes still
becomes full

of breathing

Saturday, April 6, 2019

this is a recipe for disaster

i was told that
in no uncertain terms
all things must be in their proper
proportion

it is a series of decisions
that move us inexorably
forward or downward,
what things we accept or declare,
the embrace or abdication
of choice
               elements, the bones
of relationships easily snapped
under the weight
placed too much on one side
or the other

we take our measure
by inches, or ounces, or breaths.
phonemes, morphemes,
the slightest gesture
too easily slips past the gaze.

all things require
this much care.

Friday, April 5, 2019

ghosts

there are still ghosts
and i find myself in conversation
with so many of them

we take our time over coffee
or as i walk the river valley trails
or on the commute to or from work

they cross the lake
to where i sit fishing
and wear familiar faces

i take them in my arms
and kiss their foreheads

it leaves my mouth burning
and my hands numb

Wednesday, April 3, 2019

endings

i’ve never been good with endings
the ending full of suspicion
the long and drawn out ending

the problematic ending
the ending that brings you flowers
the ending you were afraid of

the silent ending
the ending that wraps everything up with a bow
the ending with reasons of its own

the same old ending
the ending that had nothing to do with you
the ending no one wants to discuss

the hopeful ending
the ending full of screaming
the ending of endings

the ending no one saw coming
the whispered ending
the ending that is a beginning

the mutually agreed upon ending
the ending that says goodbye with a kiss
the ending that leaves everyone wounded

the ending that takes hold of your hand
the tear filled ending
the ending that forces a smile

the ending of all things
the ending full of joy